DESPERATE

I had this nightmare:

I lost everything I had once sacrificed all for,

I was left alone with nothing, but

..scars and some dried-blood marks

...all over me.

Yes, indeed, I am in madness

Frustrated I can't help myself

Thousands of noises become chaos in my head

Overcome me with fear and doubt

Hundred yard of sorrow and mistakes

Turn out wrong and chase me every morning.

I am in blue

But no one understand,

No one seems to hold me

-even gone in silent.

So I keep awaken

Waiting for nothing

Except drowning outside this nightmare.